this run away heart

I hate it when you like someone, you cant get them off your mind, they're all you want. Trying your best, just doesn't pay off. They move on, find someone else. All you want is for them to be happy, but why should they if you cant be too?, you just want to see them smile, but not for anything you want them to smile because of you. Hug them tight on cold days in, where you watch the raindrops race down the window, share music and take photo's. Play fights and trips out. You have silly little routines, like which side you hold hands on. You have a favorite tv programs that you watch together, or your special song that when ever it play's you get tears in your eyes because you cant imagine the day it plays and your not together. You get upset when you see him talking to other girls, but he comes and comforts you, promises your his. But it always get's ruined, someone better comes along, and you get left, you replay their words in your head, the promises they made, your personal jokes. Its shit, loving someone and them not love you back, you'd give everything to be with them. And like once said, when her heart breaks, no it don't break even...

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